Rotting. I could play video games but I l’d rather hang out with someone. Doesn’t look like I have that option today though :/ at least I did chores after work yesterday

Makes me think though, how much of it is me and how much of it is where I live + a combo of the time period I exist in? Been thinking a lot lately about how we truly have no control over our circumstances, but we do have options based on a chain of causality. Kind of a harrowing realization tbh how self control is an illusion