I am alive because of hexbears. Shoutout @corgiwithalaptop@hexbear.net for letting me crash while I simultaneously prepare to go to a psychward, figure out which shelters are safe around me. (It is zero. On god.) and just… Try to get help. Chat, I love ya all.

Edit: Ill make a comment tomorrow after I meet a client, explaining how I went from a recovery home in the city, to the boonies a state away bc I had no choice. (I actually didn’t relapse to get kicked out! Crazzzzy)

Double Edit: https://youtu.be/dtLMo17MxXg this song is legit one of the only things other than y’all keeping me like from not giving up