This build is something I threw together in a few hours. Alas, it too was sacrificed, but it’s fun to look back on old ideas.

  • sad_detective_man@sopuli.xyz
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    14 days ago

    Oof wait yeah that is pretty disassociative. Not that I have room to talk, I’m doing the exact same thing to escape the personal sword of Damocles hanging over my own life.

    I mean, that’s the problem with these things right? It’s that they ARE effective coping mechanisms but coping doesn’t address the problem or help us grow. Don’t sweat it, sounds like talking to a therapist would at least help you process what’s happening. I know I couldn’t even start for a long time because I just had never even tried describing it to someone. I hope the situation with your wife gets better and take care of yourself 🫂

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      13 days ago

      I greatly appreciate that and I honestly have no idea. She’s refusing treatment for her aggressive MS and I feel that I am mostly her trigger. That of which is causing her not to get better. It is a double edge sword, but I thought I had some sort of autistic trait about me. Nope, turns out I’m just stressed and I use LEGO as my escape. So, anything that follows during my build sessions is a reflection of the stress I am tring to avoid. I just love showing off what I can do with LEGO and what can be possible.