So what does this mean? Aren’t most things from China, and therefore almost all Amazon orders be delayed or canceled?

That’s funny, I really can’t imagine more than 1 for myself. I think I might be on the ace spectrum tho.

It’s great! Warframe is my comfort game. I’ve been playing on and off since about 2018.

I think it’s the best free to play game out there tbh, I’ve never seen a game that is such high quality for absolutely nothing and with primarily cosmetic mtx and no pressure to “pay to win”. It’s a huuuge game and you can just vibe with whatever as you go along. One example of this is when I came back after a hiatus there was a huge update with Duviri etc, and when I did the quest I was so lost and confused that I just completely ignored that entire part of the game for months lmao. Eventually I came back to it and it’s really fun and I spend a lot of time there now.

1999 also introduces a romance system, which I wasn’t expecting at all and I’m excited about it

Hell yeah same but I need to be pacing around in order to do it, so I take walks. I don’t wanna call it “maldaptive” because I think it’s just how my autistic brain works. It’s like a stim and I get to be creative in my head. Phonk music is soo good for this for some reason. In general I like music that has strong beats and high energy like trance, drum and bass, phonk etc. It gets my daydream juice going. Sometimes metal too because it has that high energy.

Tell Mr. Softie we love him and will all miss him.

Love is the only real reason to live. From what I’ve learned, apparently everything is made of Love. And every person who has ever had a spiritual experience reports that there is an entity made of pure Love that is behind it all. So at the moment I’m trying to balance this truth with the whole materialist communist thing. I do believe communism would make it much easier for us all to love each other more, without terrible material conditions forcing us to exploit and be exploited. Idk, I’m still thinking about it all.

Which writing is this from? I’m wondering if he talks about what is to be done about that issue.

It indeed is not as bad as it feels. I’m feeling better now but it hurt for like a whole day and I was ruminating about it lol. I hate rejection sensitivity so much. It wasn’t like we had an actual fight, I just said my piece and I got frustrated feeling like I was being ignored by the group whenever I tried to explain stuff like that. To which I got: “Well, respectfully, I think you’re wrong, and being kind of rude about it too” which hit me like a truck and made me cry. A lot.

This is why I don’t post

Also, this is my main friend group so we’re talking every day and I said sorry (even though I was right!!!) and now we’re back to memes and jokes again.

I tried explaining to my lib friends why it doesn’t matter who sits in the captain’s chair of the evil empire and they got mad at me and I have rejection sensitivity so it hurts a lot

Researching near death experiences (NDEs) helped me a ton with this. It’s anecdotal evidence so it’s weak but if you stack it all up from across history and cultures it starts to paint a fuzzy picture. I don’t think death means non existence anymore. We don’t fully understand what awaits us but from what little I’ve heard, it’s a very nice place we go to.

Being sick and somewhat sedated by medicine is enough to be sort of “drunk” and make typos. :P

But in terms of like, getting actually high, yeah you can’t just get codeine but there’s cough medicine that’s like, pure DXM and people use it as a deliriant.

I actually thought you might have been high on cold medicine again lmao

Nah, rising up against fascist colonizers is awesome and worthy of celebration. I don’t give a fuck how it “looks” to zionazis and their pearl-clutching libs.

I love this! It’s like those 90s documentaries for children, or Microsoft Encarta. Very nostalgic.

I can’t believe he just chugged a gallon of cooking oil lmao

Thanks, that helped me feel better.

All the food is poison