charly4994 [she/her, comrade/them]

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Cake day: July 29th, 2020

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  • Found him features in a video when looking at the Iran war. He seemed alright for a bit saying the most obvious shit and then he went hard onto how apocalypse is coming and some genuine delusional thinking. I just vowed not to watch him again with no further information, makes sense hes been blowing up.

    Still find it weird how nobody talks about this massive farm of channels using the same guys face putting out AI slop news on the war and they get 1m views at times.







  • Got hit with a full cognito hazard while at work today. One of the patients had fox news on and I just happened to be in the room while they were talking about the supreme court case regarding bans on trans people in sports.

    Transphobia

    They refused to ever use the word transgender, just ‘biological men’ every time. Usually I don’t have to hear anything from these ghouls while at work because most of my regulars like watching game shows or shit like Matlock. Just kinda shitty being stressed out having to float and learn an entire new floor and then just hear this absolute dogshit at the same time.










  • I went back and forth for a while in my 20s trying to find someone and feeling this crushing loneliness and despair that I’d never find a partner and then I just stopped caring. The first few dates I got were terrible.

    First one we talked for hours in a dunkin’ donuts and I think neither of us could figure out how to end the conversation so we kinda ended up arguing about politics. I burned the shit out of my tongue on the tea. Neither of us reached out after that.

    Another we met and had lunch, ended up walking up and down the street window shopping and chatting, didn’t feel like a terrible experience at the time but with hindsight it was a rather awkward mess and I just wasn’t good at picking up on her subtleties.

    Another one was just us chatting online for a while, she was living across the country from me and I just didn’t pick up on flirting at all so I just kinda kept talking about nerd shit and it worked for a while until my suspicions got the better of me and I just ghosted her after thinking it was a romance scam because why else would someone talk to me and keep sending unsolicited risque photos.

    Last one was the one that made me give up, we started chatting, had a few common interests. We had talked about what flavor of leftism we subscribed to, I said I was ML while she said she was into market socialism. We hopped into a voice call with one another to play Stellaris multiplayer a few days later, got to like 50 years in, I snaked my borders out and destroyed the infinity machine and that upset her, 10 minutes later she just quit out of nowhere, ghosted me, and then randomly every 6 months would come back and insult me the most unrelated shit imaginable until I finally just blocked her.

    I’m happy to be alone. I’ve found enjoyment in pursuing who I am and I don’t feel like I need someone else to validate that any more. Doesn’t help that every time I’ve tried to test the waters it’s so abysmally awful to even try that I have no incentive to try any more.