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Cake day: June 4th, 2023

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  • Thank you so much for those kind words. ❤️❤️❤️

    So the “delusion of reference” is I feel like everyone is looking at me (not in a good way but like judging kind of way). To explain this a bit more I want to share an observation made by my father. He knows that I have “delusion of reference”. I was standing in his shop beside him and I didn’t know he was observing me. After some time he told me that he noticed a thing, I was continuously checking if those customers were looking at me or not. He was right I was periodically looking at the customer because I thought they are looking at me.

    However since when I started taking medicines I am not feeling that way as much as I used to. I still sometimes feels that people are looking at me but it’s not that bad.

    If you want to know more about my situation I have wrote almost everything in @schizophrenia@lemmy.ca community.

    Thank you for reading this 😊


  • Persecution for me is like everyone has malicious motive and they are only being nice to me because they want something from me. I sometimes doubt my father hates me because he accidentally turned off the power switch of my server.

    Now I know not everyone is against me they have better things to do with their lives but I still feel inside me that someone wants to do something to me.

    I don’t know if it even makes any sense to you but that’s how I feel.