I apologize for not being able to elaborate further on that because the words that come to my mind refuse to form coherent sentences.
All I can say is that the question in the title has been running in my head straight for a month now. It can be one of those days, or I start to stagger under the weight of my mental luggage.
PS, I’m seeing a therapist and a psychiatrist if anyone wonders.


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I won’t give up as long as the oppressed people of the world keep resisting. However, sometimes my own reality can overwhelm me.
It overwhelms me too, comrade.
And it’s ok to look away sometimes and to focus on your own survival. We’ll need comrades like you to be healthy in the years to come. Please take care of yourself. 💚