Look at this monstrosity New Zealand pumped out during World War II. Built in case of Japanese invasion, the tank was made by slapping corrugated iron on a tractor and calling it a day. The Japanese tanks were hardly great, but a Ha-Go is infinitely better than this. Nonetheless, I love it for its shittiness.
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Didn’t shave my face yesterday and was procrastinating it today, but I just shaved doing 4 passes (with the grain, across the gain, across the gain on the other side and against the grain) and my face is so smoooooooooooooooooooth I can’t stop touching it

Went out shopping with mom. She asked what’s been wrong and I told her I’m stressed about work. She then asked why my hair was so important, I played it off best I could. She probably suspects something is up. But she really thinks that’s going to make it a lot harder for me.
Anyway I’m back in my space crying. What am I supposed to do.
Being a removed is so hard I genuinely cannot. This doesn’t work for me. I can’t make this work.
My Dad found out I was trans today. He finally decided to ask but probably had suspicions for a while.
When I started on HRT I decided that I would let him decide when to ask, at least it went ok.
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Generally it was fine, apparently he knew a bunch about being trans from programs and the like but jeez it was horrible that he was asking too many questions and then answering those questions himself sometimes. They were far too invasive.
Leave my sexuality and possibility of bottom surgery alone FFS.


When one of my favorite wool socks has holes in it: darn it
Wore a pretty dress to the ren faire today and had a great time 😊
I GOT A NEW FUCKIN JOB. IT’S LESS SHITTY THAN MY LAST ONE AND THE HEALTH INSURANCE WILL COVER MY SURGERIES 
It is time for me to get some fall clothing. I have Jeans but I can only put together like one fall outfit that actually feels like it suits me. I feel very behind where I feel like other trans women are in their transition after so many years now. I think in the spirit of Fall being a season of personal growth for me and starting to make changes that I need, I’ll be focusing on putting serious time into caring for and nurturing my transition.
I think like with a lot of things in my life I’ve been averse to really trying hard for a while. I guess I’m afraid to, but I was afraid to put myself out there and socialize a year ago and I did it anyway. Now I’ve found so much community and made so many friends, so fuck it. If trying hard at that one thing and pushing myself through my fears brought me so much joy and progress, it’s time to start the next round.
i’ve been trying to break into a new field of work for a year now and i’ve had three interviews to show for it after maybe 200 applications this is so depressing. maybe i’ll just give up and work in retail forever
fuck what do i wear to a funeral…
(sitting in front of my birthday cake)
“I wish these candles weren’t lit!”
blows them out
“I got my wish!”









