JustSo [she/her, any]

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Cake day: March 22nd, 2024

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  • I try not to as much these days, not really sure why. Might just be lifestyle changes mean I’m not in front of my triple monitor rig nor doing anything particularly interesting with my time lately.

    But when I am/was working, and particularly before I developed a bunch of substance abuse habits, I would constantly second screen comfort movies and shows that I practically have the scripts for memorised. I found that “actively ignoring” a distraction would help me focus and stay in flow states. Again, likely ADHD/ADID gang shit.

    But I’m trying to fully engage with the longform media I do consume now. Partially that’s just because I noticed I’d often miss things or find myself completely forgetting that I’d seen something then only have partial recollection when I’d realise I was rewatching something by mistake.

    Mainly though its an active attempt to keep training my brain to maintain focus and not let my inattentive traits get worse. Seems to be working, too. I’m even getting way better at fully appreciating anime, where I used to find myself having to sorta choose whether I was going to follow the dialog OR appreciate the animation. Its nice.

    It is hard to resist the urge to multitask when I’m watching stuff on a multimonitor setup and I imagine I’ll keep doing that in the case of active distraction focusing strats, but I definitely prefer putting my phone away to watch a movie or whatever for leisure these days. Feels better for my cognitive function overall and sorta “more respectful” to the people who made the media I’m consuming. (No intended moral judgment on second screeners here though, just a personal thing.)




  • PoE2’s retention is going to look pretty bad in a few months. Hopefully GGG are paying attention. Even if this isnt being done in protest, I hope it drags the devs back to keeping their promise to the OGs.

    Am sharing w/ the PoE homie. Evidently they are aware but for the first time I’m actively encouraging them to get at least one last good league of “that silly clicky game u like.”







  • Yeah. This and some other replies has really galvanised my decisions thus far. Steam really is a dick like that too, I feel you there.

    Funnily enough a couple of months ago I set up a separate browser profile on my computer so I could just run steam chat in it via their web interface, there are some contacts I would lose touch with without it. Its not perfect but it is one way I’ve found to at least use that part of their platform without having a massive billboard of ads and deals fill my screen every time I just want to touch base with some g#mers.

    Now I’m doing similar on this portable device for all sorts of things that don’t deserve my trust but do provide some value still with their webapp versions and can be ublocked, noscripted, etc etc.

    Good for you, I know quitting steam is a pretty big decision. Fuck em.


  • Thank you. :)

    Yeah, I didn’t wanna flex but my tablet is a Y700 too lol. Gang gang.

    I’ve been appreciating how Aurora keeps the installed apps up to date even just running with a non-logged in device. I’m really impressed by it. I think I’ll proceed as you suggest and go ahead and install some of my purchased apps through it. If anything chokes because I don’t have play service running for license verification then “oh well, get fucked, crack u later” etc.

    One of the bigger things lacking, I am starting to remember/realise, is that I don’t have my old webdav etc server(s) set up this time around. I can solve that and get a bunch of usefulness back. Might even still have the old machine sitting around somewhere with my old calendar / birthday reminders etc.

    Thanks for the app suggestions, I’ve only partially debloated so far, so the suggestions are v helpful.

    Appreciating that you “get it” and aren’t just “no its fine android 14 has your back” because we know that isn’t a sensible attitude if you really want a non-adversarial relationship with a device.

    And also appreciate your point that perfect is the enemy of the good. Just gotta not cede unnecessary ground just cuz autodesk have “the best drawing apps” or whatever.

    It’s okay to let some of this stuff go. At least for a subset of the commercial software I should be fine downloading the paid full version unlocker companion app rather than everything being license checked by google.

    Hope you’re enjoying your tablet too. :)



  • Yeah. I guess I know this and am just sorta grappling with the fact that I just need to get my shit together and rebuild my decaying self hosted webdav/caldav stuff and put a bit more work into my local media hosting infrastructure etc.

    I think that’s the biggest thing/things I’m missing from the setup that brought my previous devices from neat toy to something that was helping me keep my life from being chaos.

    Fuck it, I’ll just do the work. Appreciate your reply a lot, its a good reality check. Thank you.