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CW Suicide
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___ i just cant handle being trans. I couldnt handle it when it was vaguely tolerated and now that ill probably be thrown into a camp if i transition its just an impossibility. I dont like my hobbies or friends and family very much. Id want to make a list of touristy fun things to do before a suicide in 2026/27 but I cant even think of anything I want to do. Maybe watch the movies in my blu ray collection once around? I just wish there was an anti depressant powerful enough to make me stop caring. I also hate it because I cant get a gun due to previous attempts and have to rely on hanging/household poisons and theyre pretty scary. Life just isnt worth it for me and it sucks because Im kind of privleged and just wish I could give this life to someone whod enjoy it.
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Ive been suicidal my whole life. I just hate that im too much of a coward to do anything about it. I hate that im not old enough to know death is definitely coming really soon. I dont want to do another few decades of this. Im tired.
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Im near Philadelphia. I wish I could go to China but im genuinely too stupid to learn Mandarin or pick up a skill that theyd value enough to have me.