Okay, new mega so I’ll post my things now:

Looks like the move is official, I was waiting to post until it was signed but they’re telling my younger siblings later and wouldn’t if we weren’t actually moving since they aren’t expecting one of them to take it well. So that’s obviously pretty cool, I’m a bit worried about getting a job again and reintergrating that way but it shouldn’t be a huge deal. Hope there’s good facilities there. Very hopeful I’ll be able to get some good experience and build my (very pathetic) resume a bit over this next year.

Bad news, my irl friend feels like she’s getting more and more distant. Hasn’t sent me anything in a week, yes I’ve messaged. I just feel so sad. If it’s real and I’m not just being over sensitive to rejection it’s definitely because I asked for her to use my name and pronouns. She never did and just awkwardly apologized. I knew this would happen. Why did I delude myself into thinking she might be cool about it. Six years… Basically my only irl friend… Idk if anyone else from work is interested in being friends outside of work. Fuck I’m alone