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Let’s say we have some periodic function f. The goal is to represent it as a bunch of sine waves. This is called a Fourier series (FS).
The FS coefficients are given by
⌠2⋅π
1 ⎮ -i⋅k⋅x
f̂(k) = ─── ⎮ f(x)⋅e dx
2⋅π ⌡0
for whole numbers k. We can then approximate the original function with
n
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╲ -i⋅k⋅x
╱ f̂(k)⋅e
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k = -n
and make the approximation better by making n larger.
For non-periodic functions, we can still get an approximation! The Fourier Transform (FT) uses a continuous range of frequencies instead of whole numbers, and the sum is replaced by an integral (the inverse FT).
FT’s are used everywhere, for example in signal processing and spectroscopy. If a recording contains an annoying high-pitched noise, we can apply the FT and filter the unwanted frequencies. Spectroscopy separates light into its different wavelengths. By comparing the resulting spectral lines with known measurements, we can determine which elements and molecules are present in stars and planets, for example.
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Today I have felt genuine happiness through the day after coming out to you all in c/chat. I caught myself smiling multiple times throughout the day when thinking about myself in a feminine way, using she/her pronouns and referring to myself by a new name in my thoughts. I haven’t felt close to this way in a long time.

Last night I dreamed of getting my hair done, trying makeup and painting my nails. One of my dogs gets very loud out of nowhere during the middle of the night, so I woke up a few times, and every time I went back to sleep I got jumpscared by the image of a giant lesbian flag. I don’t why because as far as I know I’m bi, lol.
Also I have decided to come out on BlueSky too, but maybe because I’m not a poster it got absolutely 0 engagement. Eh doesn’t matter, the cool gay people are here anyway.

gotta reset the “days since men of hexbear have gotten up in arms and nasty over women pointing out mundane features of patriarchy” counter i see

Yesterday we were toxically heteronormative. Today we were paternalistically ableist. I wonder what we’ll be tomorrow.
Wait, the other night with the not chaser, or another thread?
sorry to be the bearer of bad thread https://hexbear.net/post/9313324
This thread literally has a person claiming that misandry is real and another saying that the problem with “feminism” (scare quotes put there by them) is that it doesn’t center men enough
What the fuck…
I just flat-out treat all men like shit and decenter them wherever possible. Reserving all of my kindness for women and nonbinary people is the only way to ensure my safety. Not my fault that men continue to materially benefit from and uphold patriarchy.
Edit: Reading through the “patriarchy is actually not benefitting men at all” replies once more shows me that i am fully justified in this. You incel mfers can’t be trusted around women.
@SerialExperimentsGay@hexbear.net has the correct take i feel
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Just read that post right now and holy shit that was a train wreck. I just want to say I really appreciate all your effort-posting there.
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As always!
“patriarchy is actually not benefitting men at all”
This argument is always wild, just because there are some downsides to patriarchy for men doesn’t mean that they don’t benefit at all.
Maybe if you’re very effeminate as a cishet man you will not benefit as much, but then its just because you’re bleeding into queer territory.
Also a little dash of “male socialization” as a treat
fuck i saw that thread in the morning and just knew it was going to be shit

oh my god that thread is rancid jesus christ. and they say women are sensitive and fragile
so fucking whiny i dealt with those brainworms on leftbook when i was a fucking closeted child god how infuriating i guess it may be easier to let it go when you’re not a man but good lord
in awe at how we got from “men are affected by patriarchy” to “The number of men that actually enjoy any benefits from [patriarchy] is small. Sure, most men get some benefits from it. However we mostly don’t enjoy them.” and “The patriarchy runs itself and benefits and hurts all genders.” IN A THREAD ABOUT HOW TO INTERACT WITH SHITTY MEN
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they really can’t help themselves, like the very least a man can do on a thread like that is shut the fuck up lol
Holy fuck
My desire for a trans separatist instance continues to intensify daily
Somwhat to completely unrelated, I remember a year or so ago I went on Tumblr in hopes it wouldn’t be incredibly awful on basic issues as I had never used the platform before. Terrible mistake, wretched platform.
Somehow, Tumblr is worse than it’s ever been. Which is saying something. It’s never been good. Every single person worth engaging with on there I knew before I ditched it got dogpiled and run off. I shudder to think what it looks like now.
A good platform is like a spoon

Would it be like 100% trans only with no federation? Or just everyone on the instance itself is trans?
I think ideally it’d be trans-only and fully private (i.e. login required to view anything, no federation) but also somehow federated enough that we could still post here… I’m not fully sure how how exactly that would work though. Maybe two instances on one machine behind a single reverse proxy or something? Idk I’d have to RTFM pretty significantly to see what kind of support there is for something like that. It may already be readily doable without much fuckery.
Of course it’s also possible to just handle the “also posting elsewhere” part by just having separate accounts.
You can have local only communities that only people that are logged in can see.
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If I had the money to rent a vps and have a domain name, oh the things I would do.
I think my biggest concern is that that stuff is more on the ops side of things than I’m used to and I suspect I’d likely commit some rookie ass fuckup and get my ass doxxed or, worse, someone else’s
Between the lot of us maybe we can find the money, knowledge, and time/energy to do something?
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I’m still hung up on how declaring sex and/or gender immutable (post wasn’t super clear on which) is somehow not reactionary or counterrevolutionary. I think I need to put this one down and walk away.
I have a character voice I do to squick my (trans) GF out called “French Chaser”, it’s just saying chaser stuff in a French accent
I KO'd her the other day with from that thread (CW transphobic chaser)
“I am attracted to, how do you say, androgynous sexuality” with every syllable of the last two words drawn out
Could you link me to the “not chaser” thread? I’m trying to learn more about the term.
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Hey, my egg cracked and its been a sleepless couple of days. My mind has been racing about how I want to be, who do I come out to, imagining people’s reactions etc. Uh, what do I do now?
small win
I went to the store. My sister got on the phone with me to help talk me through it. But. I went to the store. I bought food. I bought good food. Like, to cook. Not instant or frozen, but real, good, food. I didn’t have spoons to make it today. But. Tomorrow I will make myself a dinner worth eating. And it will be good. I’m proud of myself. The anxiety was strong. But. I did it. I went to the fucking store. Success. I hate that this is a big deal for me but this is the first time ive gone shopping shopping in a very long time. Even if its a little pathetic, I’m really proud. I’m debating going to the park again today. Ive been doing that as well, and have been proud of my ability to go out and be around people. But maybe not today. I’m tired. But proud. Prouds.
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Called my brother to come out to him, it went well. We don’t talk very often and he’s always busy, so I texted him to give me a call when he had a chance because I needed to tell him something. He thought it was going to be bad/sad news (it usually is when one or the other of us uses that phrasing) and was audibly worried when I finally talked to him. A few moments of stammering confusion that were a bit awkward (because I’m so awkward) later he understood what I was calling about and I managed to say what I needed him to know
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as a girl you can win any discussion with a guy by calling him weird because there’s no response that won’t make him look worse

The urge to be owned but the social anxiety of talking to women

This is the limit of my artistic talents unfortunately
sex
Earlier tonight I was high and frotting with my girlfriend, then choked on her gock while she patted my head and called me a good girl, then so much more…
I feel alive again, like God if I could just get this every day I think that’d fix me
I came out to my closest friend last night, and he was very supportive of me!!

I messaged him 1 am and we ended up talking through text until 3 am. I was so anxious and nervous about that, but he was there for me. I ended up crying towards the end of the conversation.

Incredibly he always suspected but never said anything because he thought that would be rude lol. I never thought someone suspected but he knew. Truly no experience is individual.
Im in a different trans group chat with more local people, we do irl meet ups too, and the latest drama is someone left because I said there should be a moratorium on oversized pickups and you shouldn’t be allowed to drive anything larger than a 90s ranger size without a commercial license and for strict commercial purposes lol
She loved her pickup more than a possible community (also I think she was shocked by how socialist and left wing trans people tend to be)
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Type of shit people will not give up while staring climate change down the barrel
I need a monster truck to drive for fun 😤
Driving grave digger down the highway running over f150s to “balance” out the carbon emissions.
Am I interpreting this right or did she leave over a government policy disagreement over pickup truck sizes?
Seems it!
I hurt my shoulder so I’m taking left over painkillers from my partner’s surgeries years ago. We have two different types, one prescribed after their top surgery and one after their hysterectomy. To differentiate between the two I’ve been calling them the top surgery pills and the hysterectomy pills, which makes it sound like that’s their function instead of being painkillers. So that’s been mildly amusing




















