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clicker training myself because though i am a puppy girl, i am a strong and independent puppy girl who can train herself
another win for the pupetariat
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Transwoman, still in closet irl
A few days ago one of my professors called me “Miss” even though I had full hair on my face, felt nice for a minute.
I did something many here might not approve of. I decided to climb back into the closet. I lied to my mom and said I’m cancelling transitioning (I’m 100% continuing)
She told me she couldn’t be happier and started praising God
Now I’m 100% certain to cut my parents out of my life. All I need is time. 2 years to finish my education and get a good job. I’m going to spend these 2 years avoiding and lying to my parents, then bam! I’ll disappear like a magic trick.
Another beautiful day I get to wake up and be a woman~ ♡🏳️⚧️
I’ve said this before but I love meeting really old lesbians (like in their 70s or 80s) because they’re so politely baffled by a trans lesbians. It’s like “Oh so you’re one of those transexual women? And a lesbian? They can do that these days? How delightful.”
I really fucking love this little corner of the internet and I’m thankful for all of you
cw ableist language
im a fucking idiot
Soooooo yeah I was super wrong, she feels similarly to me, and has been exploring in that direction for a while, and I’m a bit over the moon. I spent the night at hers again and it was lovely, curling up into her. She kissed me before I left today, and it felt so wonderful. The parallel play with her is really nice, unpressured and cozy. She’s communicative and understanding. She’s been hurt a few times by diving into relationships and wants to move slowly, not diving into a relationship yet but exploring in that direction, which may explain a little of my failure to pick up on things. She’s been quite cautious. God it feels good to feel attraction like this again, I have had issues with being attracted to people who are toxic or emotionally cut off or just plain mean to me, and she’s none of these things (I’ve known her for a while. I dont know all her flaws etc., but she’s not toxic, not emotionally cut off, and isn’t mean to people).
trans mega apology form [jokey tone]
To: all the folks who told me I was wrong
From: Lilypad
Date: yesterday evening
Reason for behavior:
[x] the media convinced me attraction looked a certain way
[x] I didn’t know the sapphic stereotypes were true
[x] I missed people who are unhealthy and mean to me
[x] I dont know how to interpret social cues
[x] I was jealous of people with stable hormone levels
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I will hereby respect the trans mega posters and not talk down on the people who tell me someone might be attracted to/interested in me.
Yep, makes sense
Someone just ordered prog for the first time
I’m trans. Thank you for your attention to this matter.
Being trans then becoming a communist (the more common route) makes a lot of sense. Transition opens your eyes to oppression but also intersectionality and solidarity.
But being a communist and then becoming trans (what I imagine quite a few here are) is hilarious. It’s like I feel something is fundamentally wrong. Oh turns out society is built on the violence required to enforce capital accumulation and imperialism, was that it? No that’s bad but I feel there’s something else…
it’s fun dating someone who could learn a thing or two
What an innocent little creature
Holy hell
maybe it’s finally time to hang up the badge
chat… i think they liked the pics i sent
sorry for too much negativity
The first thing my dad asked me (by text, cause I refuse to pick up calls) was “have you started any procedure?”. Not “are you ok?”, or even “you made mom cry” (idk if she cried) or anything like that. Both of them are only concerned about the changes I’ve made/will make to my body. Fucking gross behavior.
